Between Us?? Nah, I Guess Not…
Don’t even have a title for this, because im feelin a lil scattered. I’m thinkin technology and I are kind of at a stand still right now. I feel like im at a catch twenty-two, im damned if i don’t and i often feel damned if and when i do. There was a time when my relationship problems were my own, when i hung up the phone angry and upset, i wondered if she felt the same, if her chest burned as bad as mine did, n later after we both cooled down, and talked on the phone privately we discussed everything. ”I was pissed as shit when we got off the phone earlier,” yea? “We’ll so the fuck was I!” lls. Now everyone has to broadcast their every emotion, theyre every thought, there every fuckin everything for hundreds of “friends” and “followers” to see, and the private, pre-status, pre-tweet part of me is a bit *thinking of the word…* …writers block… a bit…RESENTFUL! wow lol, yea, i feel resentful of the fact that although we just hung up the phone, i don’t wonder how she’s feeling because as soon as i fuckin log onto anything there it is to smack me n the face, UGH! and not only is it there for me to see but for everyone else as well and that bothers me, real.badd.like. And i wonder if i’m the only one. Has everyone completely lost there sense of privacy, there belief in “what we go through is what we go through,” and not us and eveyone else whose on our “friends list”, of “following us on twitter.” I understand that we all have a right to express ourselves and i dnt mean to take that away from anyone but it truly burns me up to log onto facebook, twitter or where ever else and see all my problems broadcast for whomever to see. If i say something, i’m in the wrong tho because “everyone is entitled to feel the way they feel,” but damn is a little bit of privacy or “us” not everyone else too much to ask?? I guess, this is the world we live in, but i refuse to air my feelings out everytime i get upset or “tired” of something something’s I’d rather keep to myself…
HMM NOW WOULDN’T THIS WHOLE BLOG BE POINTLESS BECAUSE YOU JUST DID WHAT YOU WERE COMPLAINING ABOUT…VERY BRIGHT MY LOVE, VERY BRIGHT.
