August 2010
2 posts
soooo...
I guess I’m back or wudeva…when I think of a better post I’ll be back lol.
May 2010
1 post
December 2009
1 post
November 2009
8 posts
random thoughts of the day
danders-world-:
Today was one of those days i wasnt to sure about, but when i opened my blinds a and felt the beam of the warm sun hit my face, i knew everything would be just fine. Im learning to deal with being here, and appreciate all that is in front of me, i am not goin anywhere else without my camera! Today i saw the most beautiful, blue sky, a perfect rainbow, ugh… and the funniest high...
i find myself reading your letters over and over, not because they make me smile, but because they remind me how much you care when i forget.
swear…i’m just…at a loss.
so…much…to say, i should get my thoughts together first.
“if your feet fit, anyone of you could fit my shoes. but with my eyes, only i can...”
– Eryn A’mel (via thenovelist)
October 2009
40 posts
a letter from a white[GIRL] to a black[WOMAN]
robotwizard:
blackediction:
It seems that an article was written to Sister 2 Sister magazine by a Caucasian woman who requested a response from black men. I’m so glad she got what she asked for (and more) !!! Dear Jamie: I’m sorry but I would like to challenge some of your Black male readers. I am a White female who is engaged to a Black male-good-looking, educated and loving. I just...
I was being a bitch earlier.
I’m about to go insane.
feeling it
It’s already a bad day for me and now it’s getting even worse. It’s raining outstide, more like flooding and I’m home alone…once again spending all my time thinking. The more I think the more I hurt. I know this is something I can get past, I know it is. I just hope she doesn’t feel like it isn’t worth it anymore in my process of getting over this hurt. I...
naptime
I just woke up from a very nice nap =) Sleep is my first love lol.
NOT A GOOD FUCKIN DAY!
Sooo I’m currently taking a speech class, totally fucked up because this should’ve been done but watev, and my professor specifically said there was NO TEXT REQUIRED…meaning I didn’t need a book for this fuckaaa, so I didn’t buy a book for this fuckaaa lls. Now I have a group presentation that requires me to use a chapter out of THE BOOK I PREVIOUSLY DID NOT NEED, me...
“If male homosexuals are called “gay,” then female homosexuals should be called...”
– Shelly Roberts (via danders-world-)
Nervously Walking On Glass
danders-world-:
Lethargic
Thoughts on my brain…
Unsure how to carry myself
Tip toeing on glass
“Y r u walking so slow??”
Ummm, I don’t know.??
*Looking down at the glass*
Thinking, lethargically, “Am I walking on it by myself?”
No that can’t be possible, were walking the same path…
Hmmm…
Maybe her shoes are super thick; n the glass doesn’t affect her.
Or maybe my shoes are super...
Unsure.
I hate to be alone, my thoughts taunt me and it’s impossible for me to escape. Too much time to think, too much to think about…I hate it, I hate that I can’t change it. So many unanswered questions that I can’t get away from. So many memories I can’t forget. I do not embrace my thoughts most of the time, I fear them…
“Honest hearts produce honest actions.”
– Brigham Young (via danders-world-)
struggling
this pain…i can’t deal and i can’t act like it’s not happening, i don’t know what to do. please just make it all better…
A 1 Month Time Frame
danders-world-:
In a 1 month time frame, i’ve left the comfort of my own home and coutry to chase my dreams of being a professional athlete in Portugal.
In one month’s time span, ive lost a friend that i thought i would never loose, because of my own doing, and i feel ok with that.
In one month’s time span, ive learned 3 whole Portugese sentences and a few random miscellanious phrases, *short...
I love you.
to be continued...*i hope*
According to Sternberg’s triangular theory of love the most desired yet least achieved love is consummate love. Intimacy, passion, and commitment encompass this “perfect love.” Many have dreams of one day being fortunate enough to obtain such an amazing feeling but me personally don’t have to dream. I’m living proof, in the flesh…I have the most amazing...
I was about to post something that means a lot to me but I’m over it…I’m sooo over it it doesn’t make any sense. I don’t even know why I fucking try, not sure about anything anymore.
speak...
I have sooo much to say but clearly technology and my “mouth” get me in trouble but I thought that’s what a blogspot was for…oh well can’t do anything nowadays huh…guess you really do run shit smfh.
Between Us?? Nah, I Guess Not...
danders-world-:
Don’t even have a title for this, because im feelin a lil scattered. I’m thinkin technology and I are kind of at a stand still right now. I feel like im at a catch twenty-two, im damned if i don’t and i often feel damned if and when i do. There was a time when my relationship problems were my own, when i hung up the phone angry and upset, i wondered if she felt the same, if her...
Time
danders-world-:
Time to sit and think about things that happen and my role in them
For me to sit back and think about the situation, and try the shoe on my foot.
Time allows me to realize that sometimes im in the wrong and i should’ve done things differently, *hindsight is always 20\20*
Others, time is just waisted because the shoe doesn’t fit my foot despite my attempts, so does that mean...
i swear...
i’m tired of all the attitude.
that's all folks...
I think I’m done for the night beautiful people, catch you tomorrow when my blog posts should be sooo much more interesting. goodnight!
red lobster loveee
Recently went to red lobster for my brova bday and I was uber excited because I LOVE their cajun chicken linguine alfredo lol =)
once upon a crack pipe...
Sooo I currently reside in Baltimore for school *ugh craziness i know lls* There is this crackhead that I see everday and even though I’m used to this shit it never ceases to amaze me lol. This woman falls asleep standing up with a jack burning in her mouth, I wonder if she’s ever caused a fire?! hmmm.
for you =)
“When I say I love you. You say you don’t deserve it. When I say I need you . You say I deserve someone better, When I say my life is better with you. You say I don’t know any better. But when I kiss you, you say I love you, When I have to go, you say I need you. When I am with you, you know, that there is no better feeling then our love coming together and that is something we...
i love this...
“Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It’s not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.”
blahhh
; Steve?! ahahahahaha ay yung go head wit all the bullshit, try that one AGAIN cuz you all in and have NO idea what’s really good tho…i understand, once a roller always a roller. you’ll never be out of that mind state, just to let you know everyone does not act like you =) peace and loveee lls
...
Life as I know it is over…ahh the power of love =)
“For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips...”
– (via danders11)
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LOVE IS GREATER THAN DEATH, PASSION FIERCER THAN THE GRAVE.
She completes me. Never felt this way before and it’s a feeling I will never ever obtain again. Her love runs through my veins…it penetrates my soul. She is my wife and my life belongs to her. Through thick and thin I’ll be by her side, never will she wonder. I’m here always ♥.